First post. Yeah. Woo-phreakin-hoo. 10 January 2007

You know…I said I would not fall prey to this blog thing. But lately, I have had a lot of stuff on my mind–not so much personalstuff–that I just need to get out. I am one of the most private public ppl I know and hate for ppl to get “in my business”, but I digress.

I have a couple of “cliques” that I know have deemed me a failure or claim I am TOO elusive, but I am not that way on purpose. I have just been through a lot. Worked all through college, and now can’t find a damn career since graduation. Granted, I never stay in one town long enough, but who’s counting that lil piece of info!

I need–I crave–stability. I could use some damn companionship. March 2008 is when I start proposing to previously agreed upon friends who just happen to still be single as well. Yeah. I know. A damn shame.

I want to start writing again. I want to start feeling confident again. I just put a relaxer in my hair for the first time in 6 damn years (that alone makes me know I am craving change! I mean really. It’s just hair, ppl. It will grow back). If I can figured this damned thing out, I shall post pics of my transformation. It was painful…and I mean that literally.