I…don’t…remember

I don’t remember it being like this. More sexual innuendos
than abstinence and less like storybook Happily Ever After Land.
Well…actually
the scene is quite familiar

You wanted me, I didn’t want you
I loved you, so I pushed you away.

Gave you up for the happiness of 2 friends
I felt together would bring me happiness too

And then you left. Left me and moved on
so I moved on moved back continued with my life

my ups and downs…my “he had a baby but it isn’t…mine(s)…
steadily kicking myself the whole time.

First kisses 6 years too late but not too soon
and now it seems i want you, you might want me,
and I’m falling for you
but the everyday phone
calls seem to
be getting
shorter.

1 Comment »

  1. tremaine Said:

    *sighs*

    this love is bittersweet:

    “my ups and downs…my “he had a baby but it isn’t…mine(s)…
    steadily kicking myself the whole time.

    First kisses 6 years too late but not too soon
    and now it seems i want you, you might want me,”

    i missed your writing.


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