an open letter to him. 1 September 2007

Babe~

I can’t exactly remember if I sent you the link to this thing or not. If the answer to that is yes (and you are reading this): part of me will wish I hadn’t…and the sensible part of me will be glad I did. There will be things on here that I would never dream of being able to actually VERBALIZE in your presence. Other things you might already know, but I just decided to go more into detail. And then there will be the things that you’ve done…WE’VE done that i just had to get it out because it affected me greatly.

Just for the record: you never cease to amaze me. A lot of your little things seem like big things to me..and you’re just being you. Whenever i say something about it you respond “damn, hun. u just never did have the right men, did you??” Like the other night (Thursday)…hadn’t seen each other in like 4 days. And you talked to me from the time I got off work, until I got home. Only for me to get in my room, start undressing, open the closet AND YOU JUMPED OUT AT ME OMG (I still say you are gonna get it BIG TIME).

“Good morning, dear” “just making sure you’re awake, hun” “sorry i missed our talk, but have a wonderful day” text messages….calling me on my break when you’re at work…or texting me on my break while you’re in class…until you get out. I LOVE YOU. I do. I love you for sending me this

babe, here’s my poem:

Baby stop stressin’
cause you’re my blessin’
so come on home so you can teach me that lesson

on one of my worst days thus far at work…at JUST the right time. like you knew…that i needed it right then. Friends of mine that are reading this are probably like “damn”. And they would be right.

Tremaine~yes, i see myself having a future with him.

Candace~you were right..not only do i love him, i’m falling head over heels for him…

Ra~i’m still *shakes head* nothing…

That’s all i have to say right now…there will be more to come.

Always,

“chip.munk”