stolen moments 22 October 2007

Last night
i lay with my brow upon your lips
each exhale kissed my lids
the
b-beat…b-beat
of your heart pulsed me to sleep while your lips said
“babe…i love you”

we floated on lilac dreams
your voice relaying you
seeing the rest of your life
within my eyes & i’m the
reason/motivation for your faithfulness…

babe…time for you to
rise…and you
pout. and i assure you
that i don’t want
you to leave [just] as much
as you want to stay…

we agree to agree: there’s not
enough time in the day…
so i have the imprint
of your love [bite] upon my lips
to keep me “sated”…until
next time.

2007.10.22

[babe. would you like some muzik? "nah. just you."]

possession is 9/10 21 October 2007

When you look into my eyes
what do you see
[and i mean that honestly, cause}

if i could make myself
be 4 walls...i'd be the
perfect house
you could live in me
and we could be together
anytime you want. hell...
spend the night every day
of the week.

it gives a new meaning to
being "at home". then
again...home is where the heart was.

and i share my home with you.

so when you look into
my eyes, what do you see?
cause if it's walls you see,
i built those with
the rubbish from the walls
you destroyed after you
commandeered my heart.

2007.10.21

[baby...what keeps u faithful? what's your motivation... "you."]

a short convo 21 October 2007

(7:03:30 PM) semloh: my heart hurts.
(7:03:43 PM) Candace: why?
(7:04:58 PM) semloh: it hurts to love him, candace…i hadn’t figured out the why yet
19:05
(7:05:03 PM) semloh: cause i’m just figuring out the what.
(7:05:07 PM) Candace: I understand
(7:05:17 PM) Candace: it can hurt
(7:08:25 PM) semloh: but y?
(7:08:36 PM) semloh: i’m happy…it’s not supposed to hurt when you’re happy right?
(7:08:56 PM) Candace: I don’t think it’s the happiness that causes the hurt…it’s the fear of losing that happiness
19:10
(7:11:05 PM) Candace: or the source of that happiness

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do you & do you 18 October 2007

will you be my husband
to have & to hold
for happiness and not so happy days
thru ups & downs
in sickness & in health
of mind body & soul
’til we leave this earth &
after….

[my fone rings]
“hey!”
“hey…”
“what’s up?”
“…of course I will dear…”

[damn a ceremony...i just want a "do you & do you"]

prayer|plead 16 October 2007

There’s gotta be a way…has to be….

Lord…please show ‘Rifa the path that she must follow with this man.  You know where her heart lies…so help her out.  Also, please give Silas & strength, wisdom, and guidance in all things concerning you & our relationship…Give him peace of mind about the decisions he’s having to make…and clarity on the correct one.  Please let me see/know who I need to fire in my life.  It’s time for an October “Spring Cleaning” and I need to make sure I’m booting the right debris…Grant me strength and give me guidance in all things concerning my job & these life decisions that right now seem to have me at a roadblock.  Thank you…and Amen.

PS: Help me BE and DO better…..