http://semlohspeaks.wordpress.com Just another WordPress.com weblog Fri, 09 Nov 2007 19:00:36 +0000 http://backend.userland.com/rss092 en i roll over and you're not there.  no inhale to catch my exhale.  no smothering me or grabbin my hair in your sleep.  no pretzels.  no rubbing my leg with your feet.  no "i love waking up next to you in the morning.." and i think it's just me. i lay in the bed a lil longer prayin ... http://semlohspeaks.wordpress.com/2007/11/09/saltwaterstreaks/ Last night i lay with my brow upon your lips each exhale kissed my lids the b-beat...b-beat of your heart pulsed me to sleep while your lips said "babe...i love you" we floated on lilac dreams your voice relaying you seeing the rest of your life within my eyes & i'm the reason/motivation for your faithfulness... babe...time for you to rise...and you pout. ... http://semlohspeaks.wordpress.com/2007/10/22/stolen-moments/ When you look into my eyes what do you see [and i mean that honestly, cause} if i could make myself be 4 walls...i'd be the perfect house you could live in me and we could be together anytime you want. hell... spend the night every day of the week. it gives a new meaning to being "at home". then again...home ... http://semlohspeaks.wordpress.com/2007/10/21/possession-is-910/ (7:03:30 PM) semloh: my heart hurts. (7:03:43 PM) Candace: why? (7:04:58 PM) semloh: it hurts to love him, candace...i hadn't figured out the why yet 19:05 (7:05:03 PM) semloh: cause i'm just figuring out the what. (7:05:07 PM) Candace: I understand (7:05:17 PM) Candace: it can hurt (7:08:25 PM) semloh: but y? (7:08:36 PM) semloh: i'm happy...it's not ... http://semlohspeaks.wordpress.com/2007/10/21/a-short-convo/ This post is password protected. To view it please enter your password below: Password: http://semlohspeaks.wordpress.com/2007/10/21/heart-hurts/ will you be my husband to have & to hold for happiness and not so happy days thru ups & downs in sickness & in health of mind body & soul 'til we leave this earth & after.... [my fone rings] "hey!" "hey..." "what's up?" "...of course I will dear..." [damn a ceremony...i just want a "do you & do you"] http://semlohspeaks.wordpress.com/2007/10/18/do-you-do-you/ There's gotta be a way...has to be.... Lord...please show 'Rifa the path that she must follow with this man.  You know where her heart lies...so help her out.  Also, please give Silas & strength, wisdom, and guidance in all things concerning you & our relationship...Give him peace of mind about the ... http://semlohspeaks.wordpress.com/2007/10/16/prayerplead/ I finally get out of the house and get hit on 2-3 times all beginning or ending with: you married?? you got a boyfriend? (yes) Oh. So, you happy? (the happiest i’ve been in a LONG time) I don’t get it. It used to be enough to tell ... http://semlohspeaks.wordpress.com/2007/10/13/cabin-fever/ Name: Semloh Age: 27 Objective: Fall in love again for the first time My life could exist solely to hold you. I can't imagine needin anything more than that. I don't want to need you, but isn't a craving just a primal need? Is it possible to feel loved & lonely at the same time? Or "full" for reason you ... http://semlohspeaks.wordpress.com/2007/10/13/20070827-numba-2/ I found a coupla pieces i wrote back in August that i thought i'd posted...so here you go. ----------------------------------------------------- Something in my mind keeps reminding me...that I'm not ready to love again. Or maybe the problem/issue is i am too ready...to love...again. i trust him: completely...truly madly deeply I [am fallin in] love him i do. So ... http://semlohspeaks.wordpress.com/2007/10/13/27-aug-07/